Tuesday, June 5, 2012

My Girl

Day 5 is a song that reminds me of someone. I surprisingly had a very hard time with this one!
Finally I settled on one. When Emma was a baby, I was watching the movie My Girl on tv. This song played at the end credits, and I held her and we danced all around the living room. From then on, when she was small enough, we'd dance like that every time we heard the song. She would laugh and laugh.

Those times were so precious to me.

I think her growing up and approaching high school years are making me sentimental. I find myself realizing how little time we have left with her. It won't be long at all until she's off to college and out in the world on her own! But no matter what, she's always "my girl" to me.

Monday, June 4, 2012

Sad songs say...

Day 4 - A song that makes me sad.

(Song is U2's All I Want is You, video is a scene from the movie Reality Bites)
I'm not sure why, but this song often makes me sad. I've even found myself driving down the road crying as it plays on the radio, and I honestly have no idea why. I have the "you" that I want... It's just something about the music itself that gets to me.

I still like it, though.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

The house of my dreams

This blog idea is from a nifty iPhone app I downloaded.

What does my dream home look like?
I have many ideas, but some themes recur in every house. Large closet. Lots of storage. Lots of space in the whole house. Windows, light. A library. High ceilings. A big front porch. Brightness. Lots of color. A big, inviting kitchen. Natural floors and counters, lots of wood and stone. A room to be crafty. A playroom. A basement. A room for my husband's Star Wars stuff. A guest room, or two. Comfort and warmth.

Check out my Dream Home pinboard on Pinterest!

Instant happiness, just press play

Day 3: A song that makes me happy

This one is easy! Just try to listen to this and not be happy and jump up and down a little.

And the Sesame Street version, that Sophie loves (good girl!):


Saturday, June 2, 2012

My least favorite song?

This is a difficult one to narrow down, also. I don't make a habit of listening to, or dwelling on, my least favorite songs. The first that comes to mind? Anything Kesha. I can't stand her music. Also Hinder, and most of the whole "emo" crowd. So whiny and entitled and annoying.
Ok, I know my two least favorites now.

Such "class" here. *eyeroll* Does this make me old? I'm okay with that.
This song makes my skin crawl. It essentially glorifies cheating. He has his girlfriend in the other room, but he's on the phone with another one telling her he wishes she was there instead? Jerk.

Friday, June 1, 2012

Welcome to my innermost self

I feel like the music we like says a lot about ourselves. Because of that, I'm sure this 30 day song challenge I'm beginning will be very revealing.

Day 1: My favorite song.

This is actually harder than you'd think. I can't narrow down one song as my all-time, absolute favorite. So, here my favorites, plural.

I love this song, and most of all it's message. "I'm beautiful in my way, God makes no mistakes. I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way."
And of course I have to include this version. Such a talented young girl!


I've always loved this song. It's so haunting, the melody so beautiful.
Probably REM's most famous song (out of many famous song). It's almost cliche to love it, but I can't help it. It was my REM gateway way back in the day.

Ficton Friday - part 2

Read part 1 here


 Umm… like that was going to happen. “No thank you. This is ludicrous. I know who my parents are, and have been for my entire life. You are wrong.” Thank goodness the bus pulled up then. I boarded, took a seat, and settled in for the ride to work. I was so glad my car would be ready tomorrow! The bus stop is the place for crazy folk, it seems. Now, as long as the repair shop doesn’t try to stall again, I’ll be happy.
The last of the other passengers were filing on and filling the remaining seats.  I glanced out the bus window, and saw the stranger gazing in my direction. He saw me looking and gave a wave as the bus pulled away. Who was this guy? How did he know my name? How did he know my parents’ names? I wish there was someone I could ask, but both my parents were gone. My dad had suffered a massive heart attack five years previously, and my mother died of cancer just one year ago. I missed them both terribly.

I realized with a start that the bus had arrived at my stop already. The bus had stopped at one end of a large square ringed with shops, restaurants with dining patios, and lovely green areas with benches and fountains. In the center of the square were four large pear trees that were breathtaking in the spring, and also caused tiny white blossoms to invade businesses all around the square.  They blew in open doors as shoppers and diners strolled in and out, and we had all but given up sweeping them out the doors again. Nestled in the shade of the trees were chess tables, and even on the crisp, cool morning the chairs were filled with aging gentlemen. Steam rose from their cups of fresh hot coffee from the bakery in the near corner as they battled to the death of their chess pieces. Occasionally a pair of voices would rise above the rest, the daily debate of politics becoming heated until the peacekeeper in the group stepped in and smoothed things over. At the far end of the square was a book store, Fireside Books. It was a light brown stone building with two large bay windows, one on either side of the door. Large pots of flowers flanked the door, welcoming guests inside. It was my store. I opened it ten years ago and never regretted it once.

I crossed the square, returning waves from old men I had known my entire life, by sight if not by name.  As I reached my book shop in the far corner, I slowed to examine the window display. Twinkling lights were strung around the display platform, casting eerie shadows on the children’s Halloween books nestled among the fabric. Dolls in costume peeked out from behind books, waving at each other. But Halloween was over the weekend; Thanksgiving was approaching and it was time to change the display to something more current. I could do that after Carrie, my favorite (and only) employee arrived.  I unlocked the door and stepped into the dark chill of the store. One hour until opening. I hung my coat on the coat rack by the door, turned on the lights, and raised the temperature on the thermostat to a comfy seventy degrees. I started a fire in the gas fireplace – I preferred wood but couldn’t risk a hot ember floating out and catching my books on fire. I arranged cushions on the overstuffed couches and chairs near the fire.  Soon the store would again be cozy and inviting. The women’s book club would be arriving midmorning, so I readied a table of coffee and hot chocolate. Claire from the bakery across the square would be bringing a selection of pastries with her. She was a founding member of the book club. She’s never said it, but I have a suspicion she came up with the idea to help my business take off when I first opened. It worked, and I will be forever grateful to her for that. The shop and the book group helped get me through the deaths of my parents like nothing else could.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

It's SMASHing!


(Sorry, couldn't resist that title)

Here's how my Smash book is coming along so far. I will add more as I go on, and I hope to add some prettiness, too. I just haven't gotten that far yet.

This section is for blog prompts I've collected around the interwebs. The pocket is for loose paper.

Some of my collected prompts.

And more prompts

This section is "serious" writing stuff - six essentials in a plot, simple novel outline, that kind of thing.

This section is for jotting down ideas I have for posts.

And THIS is my handy calendar section. There are three months here. And this is where to find the calendar.
See? I'm off to a good start here! I'm going to also use this to schedule out posts in advance, so I have more time for other things. While I love this, I'd rather not spend as much time at the computer, especially since summer is basically here and there are fun things to do.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Can I get a redo?

This is inspired by a recent Twitter conversation. With the twelve year age difference in my girls, I have obviously done things differently with Sophie than I did with Emma. Part of this is because I'm older and more confident, but much of the reason is because I just know more now. Resources were available to me the second time that were not there the first time. So, what would I do differently? Lots of things.


If I could take the knowledge I have now and go back in time, poor Emma would have a much happier infancy! Luckily she is fine now and doesn't remember any of it, but I feel so bad now that I didn't know such easy things to help her! Like garlic - I had no idea until after Sophie was born that it's a common cause of gas and colic in breastfed babies. Sophie had a week or two of that pain until I tried eliminating garlic, and then she was fine. Poor Emma had a few months of that. Sensitive diapers would have saved Emma two years of pain and terrible rashes! We learned when she was a few years older that she had sensitive skin; I have no doubt the diapers themselves contributed to her rashes since no treatment worked for her.

Then there's the overnight issues. I can't count how many hours I spent awake with Emma at night, trying to get her back to sleep. Rocking, pacing, "sleep training" (didn't last long), singing, pleading, anything to get her back to sleep. This time? I was too old and tired for that. When Sophie wakes up in the night, she comes into bed with us, snuggles up and goes right back to sleep. The only time I've spent more than a couple minutes awake in the middle of the night was the night both she and Emma were sick the same night (but not at the same time thank goodness). I started this when she was a newborn. I'd put her to bed in her cradle (and then crib later), but would bring her back to our bed when she woke up. When she began sleeping all night, she stayed in her bed all night. There also was no big transition event (or issue!) from our bed to her crib since she was in both regularly anyway. And now that she's in a toddler bed, I don't even have to get up out of bed. It's so nice to have sleep!

The biggest difference, though, is something that can't be changed but I only learned because of the experiences I had the first time around, and it's the first piece of advice I give any new parent: Trust yourself. Anyone and everyone will try to tell you what you or your baby "should" be doing, from your parents to your friends to strangers at the store. The bottom line, though, is that no one knows your baby like you do. Trust your instincts. If everyone raves about a method of sleep training or potty training or discipline or whatever, but every fiber of your being is screaming at you that it's wrong - listen to yourself! There are hundreds of parenting experts, but only one expert on your baby. You've got this.

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Organized

Tonight after work, after weeks of drooling and dreaming, I found myself at Michael's picking out a Smash journal. I have wanted one since I first saw them, but couldn't think of a reason for one (other than just wanting one). Then today I realized I have a problem - my writing materials are so unorganized!

Were is the correct word, now.

I got the journal, the closing strap with pen loops, tabs, and pockets. I have my first section well underway, and can add to the sections at will. I've written down my favorite writing prompts from a Kind Over Matter ebook (favorites so far - there are many more to come!), two apps I have on my phone, and from Pinterest. I can make notes for the prompts when things come to mind immediately.

I plan to include a calendar, also, so I can plan out posts better. This is my second Blogathon, and I've participated in several challenges since the first, but I've definitely learned this round that I need better organization. I don't have time to just wing it any more.

So, be prepared! Now that I have all my inspiration in one place, get ready to be amazed.
Or something like that.
My new book

Monday, May 28, 2012

Happy Memorial Day!

It's Wordle day as the theme day in the Blogathon I'm participating in this month. Like Tia at Depression Cookies, though, I prefer tagxedo.com. Much easier to use.
Have a great Memorial Day!

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Family fun day

We had a great day yesterday at our town's annual music & fireworks event! We had a picnic dinner, played on the playground, and had lots of fun. Two of Emma's friends joined us, and we found Sophie's best friend there with her family. There were so many boats in the lake, and lots of activities for the kids. The evening ended with the fireworks show.






































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Saturday, May 26, 2012

YouTube fun

Happy Memorial Day weekend! I hope you have lots of fun planned for the weekend, or at least lots of relaxation. Just for fun, here are some YouTube videos that I discovered today. Enjoy!

The first one, the 2 year old ballerinas fighting on stage, cracked me up. I can totally see Sophie and her friend doing this. They love each other, but if they're both in a bad mood at daycare I am told they fight all day! But still can't be separated. The videography in that one is a bit rough, but you can tell what's going on.

The second one is an elaborate proposal from a guy named Isaac to his girlfriend. Watch the whole thing, and I dare you not to smile. It is impossible.

Friday, May 25, 2012

Fiction Friday - Part one of a series

This Fiction Friday post will be a bit different. Instead of one contained story (or all I have of a story), this will be one part of a longer story. Enjoy!

 
"Your mother lied to you. That's the truth."
That is how the stranger approached me as I was waiting at the bus stop for the bus downtown.
"Excuse me?" I asked, dumbfounded.
"You're Lizzie, right? Lizzie Martin, Eleanor Martin's daughter?" he said.
"Yes...," I replied, hesitantly. Who was this guy, and what was he talking about?
"Your mother lied to you about something very important," he insisted again.
Okay, what on earth is going on here? How does he know my name? How does he know my mother? Who is this stranger?
"So, what did my mother supposedly lie about?" I asked him, very skeptical of whatever he might say. Who does this? I mean, who just approaches a stranger at the bus stop and opens with that sentence? I looked him over. I didn't really pay much attention when he first approached, thinking he was just another bus rider waiting for the bus. He was tall, with sandy hair and sharp blue eyes, wearing a long trench coat against the crisp autumn day. His legs were covered in twill pants, and his feet were wearing brown leather shoes. At least he didn't look homeless.
"Joe Martin is not your father," the stranger said all at once.
I felt like someone had punched me in the chest. Instantly I flashed back to my earliest childhood memories - riding on my father's shoulders around the yard, him playing blocks with me, helping me build magnificent skyscrapers from brightly colored squares and rectangles, curled up in his lap with a book at bedtime, watching him work as he tinkered around in the garage, handing him tools from the silver toolbox with the squeaky hinge. "You must be mistaken," I said. "Joe Martin is my father. He's always been my father. I even have his eyes!"
He chuckled at that last remark. “Do you?” he replied.  “How about we discuss this over a cup of coffee across the street?”

Thursday, May 24, 2012

I miss her

I found myself teary this morning. I went in Emma's room to ask her a question. The was she was sleeping, I didn't see a 14 year old girl. I saw the little four year old Emma. I remember how her face used to light up when she'd see me, and she'd exclaim "Mommy!" and throw her arms around my neck, hugging me as tight as she could. I miss that time, when she loved me openly and purely, and didn't care who saw. I was her biggest confidant and first friend. Now she hardly tells me a thing, shares all her secrets with her friends, and doesn't often give hugs.

I know this is normal, and natural, and how it should be. I am proud of the young woman she is becoming, but I still mourn the little girl who was left behind.


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